頭髮的故事 The Story of Hair

On Sunday morning, I tore off the previous day's calendar page, and looking again and again at the new one, said:

星期日的早晨,我揭去一张隔夜的日历,向着新的那一张上看了又看的说:

,——"Ah, October tenth — so it turns out today really is Double Tenth Day.!』And yet here there's no record of it at all!"

『阿,十月十日,——今天原来正是双十节。这里却一点没有记载!』

N,便My senior friend, Mr. N, had just come to my lodgings for a chat; hearing this, he said to me, quite displeased:

我的一位前辈先生N,正走到我的寓里来谈闲天,一听这话,便很不高兴的对我说:

"They're right!If they don't remember it, what can you do to them;!』and if you do remember it, what of it!"

『他们对!他们不记得,你怎样他;你记得,又怎样呢!』

This Mr. N's temper had always been rather odd; he often flew into pointless rages and said things quite out of touch with the ways of the world.At such times I would generally leave him to talk to himself and offer no comment;once he had finished airing his views alone, that would be that.

这位N先生本来脾气有点乖张,时常生些无谓的气,说些不通世故的话。当这时候,我大抵任他自言自语,不赞一辞;他独自发完议论,也就算了。

He said:

他说:

"What I admire most is the way things are done in Beijing on Double Tenth Day.。」「!」In the morning the police come to the door and order: 'Hang out the flag.' 'Yes, hang out the flag!' From most households, a 'citizen' saunters out half-heartedly and props up a piece of mottled, faded foreign cloth.,——And so it goes on until night — then the flags are taken in and the doors shut;便a few households that happen to forget leave theirs hanging until the next morning.

『我最佩服北京双十节的情形。早晨,警察到门,吩咐道「挂旗。」「是,挂旗!」各家大半嬾洋洋的踱出一个国民来,撅起一块斑驳陆离的洋布。这样一直到夜,——收了旗关门;几家偶然忘却的,便挂到第二天的上午。

"They have forgotten the commemoration, and the commemoration has forgotten them!

『他们忘却了纪念,纪念也忘却了他们!

"I too am one who has forgotten the commemoration.使便使If I were to commemorate it, the events surrounding that first Double Tenth would all come flooding back into my heart and leave me unable to sit or stand still.

『我也是忘却了纪念的一个人。倘使纪念起来,那第一个双十节前后的事,便都上我的心头,使我坐立不稳了。

"So many faces of old friends float before my eyes.A few young men, after struggling on for more than ten years, had their lives taken by a single bullet in the dark;a few young men, failing in a single attempt, endured over a month of torture in prison;。——a few young men, cherishing lofty ambitions, suddenly vanished without a trace, and no one even knows where their bodies went. —

『多少故人的脸,都浮在我眼前。几个少年辛苦奔走了十多年,暗地里一颗弹丸要了他的性命;几个少年一击不中,在监牢里身受一个多月的苦刑;几个少年怀着远志,忽然踪影全无,连尸首也不知那里去了。——

"They all lived out their lives amid the world's cold sneers, curses, persecution, and betrayal;and now even their graves, long sunk in oblivion, are gradually settling flat.

『他们都在社会的冷笑恶骂迫害倾陷里过了一生;现在他们的坟墓也早在忘却里渐渐平塌下去了。

"I cannot bear to commemorate these things.

『我不堪纪念这些事。

。』"Let's instead think of something more gratifying to talk about."

『我们还是记起一点得意的事来谈谈罢。』

N suddenly broke into a smile, reached up and rubbed his own head, and said loudly:

N忽然现出笑容,伸手在自己头上一摸,高声说:

"What pleases me most is that, ever since that first Double Tenth, I've no longer been laughed at and cursed on the street.

『我最得意的是自从第一个双十节以后,我在路上走不再被人笑骂了。

"Old fellow, do you know that hair is both the treasure and the bane of us Chinese, and how many people through the ages have suffered utterly worthless torments over it!

『老兄,你可知道头发是我们中国人的宝贝和冤家,古今来多少人在这上头吃些毫无价值的苦呵!

"Our forebears of very ancient times seem to have thought rather little of hair.Judging from the penal code, what mattered most was of course the head, so beheading was the gravest punishment;便next came the genitals, so castration and confinement were likewise fearsome penalties;as for shaving the head, that was a trifling thing indeed;便and yet, thinking it over, there's no telling how many people, simply for baring their scalps, were trampled by society for the rest of their lives.

『我们的很古的古人,对于头发似乎也还看轻。据刑法看来,最要紧的自然是脑袋,所以大辟是上刑;次要便是生殖器了,所以宫刑和幽闭也是一件吓人的罚;至于髡,那是微乎其微了;然而推想起来,正不知道曾有多少人们因为光着头皮便被社会践踏了一生世。

"When we speak of the revolution, we make much talk of things like the Ten Days at Yangzhou or the massacre at Jiading, but really these were only a means to an end;to be honest, the resistance of the Chinese people back then was never really about the fall of the nation — it was only about the pigtail.

『我们讲革命的时,候,大谈什么扬州十日,嘉定屠城,其实也不过一种手段;老实说:那时中国人的反抗,何尝因为亡国,只是因为拖辫子。

"Once the stubborn subjects had all been killed off and the old loyalists had all died out, and the pigtail had long since become fixed custom, the Hong and Yang rebellion broke out again.便My grandmother once told me that being a commoner in those days was hardest of all — those who kept their hair whole were killed by the government troops, while those who wore the pigtail were killed by the Long-Haired Rebels!

『顽民杀尽了,遗老都寿终了,辫子早留定了,洪、杨又闹起来了。我的祖母曾对我说,那时做百姓才难哩,全留着头发的被官兵杀,还是辫子的便被长毛杀!

。』"I don't know how many Chinese have suffered, endured hardship, and perished, all because of this hair that neither aches nor itches."

『我不知道有多少中国人只因为这不痛不痒的头发而吃苦,受难,灭亡。』

N gazed up at the roof-beam, seeming to be turning something over in his mind, and went on:

N两眼望着屋梁,似乎想些事,仍然说:

"Who would have thought that the suffering of hair would come round to me as well.

『谁知道头发的苦轮到我了。

便便"When I went abroad to study, I cut off my pigtail — there was no great mystery in it, only that it was too much of a nuisance.便Unexpectedly, a few classmates who wore their pigtails coiled atop their heads took a great dislike to me for it, and the supervisor flew into a rage, saying he would cut off my government stipend and send me back to China.

『我出去留学,便剪掉了辫子,这并没有别的奥妙,只为他太不便当罢了。不料有几位辫子盘在头顶上的同学们便很厌恶我,监督也大怒,说要停了我的官费,送回中国去。

"Not many days later, this same supervisor had his own pigtail cut off by someone and fled.便西Among those who did the cutting was one Zou Rong, who later joined the revolutionary army; because of this he too could no longer continue studying abroad, and returned to Shanghai, where he later died in a foreign prison.You've probably long forgotten that too, haven't you?

『不几天,这位监督却自己被人剪去辫子逃走了。去剪的人们里面,一个便是做革命军的邹容,这人也因此不能再留学,回到上海来,后来死在西牢里。你也早已忘却了罢?

便"A few years later, my family's fortunes had declined a great deal from before; unless I found some work to do I would go hungry, so I had no choice but to return to China as well.便As soon as I reached Shanghai, I went and bought a false pigtail — the going price then was two silver dollars — and brought it home with me.便My mother, for her part, said nothing about it, but whenever others met me, the first thing they did was examine this pigtail, and once they found out it was false, they would give a cold sneer and brand me, in effect, guilty of a capital crime;one member of the clan even made ready to report me to the authorities, but later, fearing that the revolutionary party's uprising might actually succeed, he let the matter drop.

『过了几年,我的家景大不如前了,非谋点事做便要受饿,只得也回到中国来。我一到上海,便买定一条假辫子,那时是二元的市价,带着回家。我的母亲倒也不说什么,然而旁人一见面,便都首先研究这辫子,待到知道是假,就一声冷笑,将我拟为杀头的罪名;有一位本家,还豫备去告官,但后来因为恐怕革命党的造反或者要成功,这才中止了。

便穿西"I thought a false one was not so straightforward as a real one, so I simply did away with the false pigtail altogether and walked the streets in Western clothes.

『我想,假的不如真的直截爽快,我便索性废了假辫子,穿着西装在街上走。

便:「!」「!」"Wherever I went, mocking and cursing followed me; some even trailed behind shouting, 'That reckless wretch!' 'Fake foreign devil!'

『一路走去,一路便是笑骂的声音,有的还跟在后面骂:「这冒失鬼!」「假洋鬼子!」

穿"So then I stopped wearing foreign clothes and changed into a long gown instead, and they cursed me all the more fiercely.

『我于是不穿洋服了,改了大衫,他们骂得更厉害。

"At this point, with my road running out, I finally took up a walking stick, and after using it desperately a few times, they gradually stopped cursing me.Only when I walked into some unfamiliar place where I hadn't yet used it did they still curse me.

『在这日暮途穷的时候,我的手里才添出一支手杖来,拼命的打了几回,他们渐渐的不骂了。只是走到没有打过的生地方还是骂。

使"This affair grieved me a great deal, and I still remember it often to this day.While I was studying abroad, I once saw in a newspaper an account of a Dr. Honda who was traveling through the South Seas and China;this doctor understood neither Chinese nor Malay, and when people asked him, 'If you don't understand the language, how do you get around?'便he raised his walking stick and said, this is their language — they all understand it!。……This made me indignant for days on end; who would have thought that, before I knew it, I myself had ended up doing the very same thing, and that those people understood it too.…

『这件事很使我悲哀,至今还时时记得哩。我在留学的时候,曾经看见日报上登载一个游历南洋和中国的本多博士的事;这位博士是不懂中国和马来语的,人问他,你不懂话,怎么走路呢?他拿起手杖来说,这便是他们的话,他们都懂!我因此气愤了好几天,谁知道我竟不知不觉的自己也做了,而且那些人都懂了。……

"In the first year of the Xuantong reign, I served as the discipline supervisor at a middle school in my hometown; my colleagues shunned me as though I carried a plague, and the officials guarded against me as though against the gravest danger — I passed my days as if sitting in an ice cellar, as if standing beside an execution ground, and in truth for no other reason than that I lacked a pigtail!

『宣统初年,我在本地的中学校做监学,同事是避之惟恐不远,官僚是防之惟恐不严,我终日如坐在冰窖子里,如站在刑场旁边,其实并非别的,只因为缺少了一条辫子!

:「。」,「!」「?」「……」「?」「,——。」"One day a few students suddenly came into my room and said, 'Sir, we want to cut off our pigtails.' I said, 'No!' 'Is it better to have a pigtail, or better not to?' 'Better not to…' 'Then why do you say no?' 'It isn't worth it — you'd best not cut them, for now; wait a while.' They said nothing more, and walked out of the room with their lips pursed;but in the end they cut them off all the same.

『有一日,几个学生忽然走到我的房里来,说:「先生,我们要剪辫子了。」我说,「不行!」「有辫子好呢,没有辫子好呢?」「没有辫子好……」「你怎么说不行呢?」「犯不上,你们还是不剪上算,——等一等罢。」他们不说什么,撅着嘴唇走出房去;然而终于剪掉了。

"Ah!There was no end of the talk;but I simply pretended not to know, and let them go bare-headed, together with all the pigtailed ones, up to the lecture hall.

『呵!不得了了,人言啧啧了;我却只装作不知道,一任他们光着头皮,和许多辫子一齐上讲堂。

"But this pigtail-cutting sickness proved contagious;便on the third day, students at the normal school suddenly cut off six pigtails between them, and that evening six students were expelled.These six could neither stay on at the school nor return home, and dragged on like this until over a month after that first Double Tenth had passed, before the brand of their 'crime' was finally erased.

『然而这剪辫病传染了;第三天,师范学堂的学生忽然也剪下了六条辫子,晚上便开除了六个学生。这六个人,留校不能,回家不得,一直挨到第一个双十节之后又一个多月,才消去了犯罪的火烙印。

"And I?Much the same — only, in the winter of the first year of the Republic, when I went to Beijing, I was still cursed a few times; later the ones who cursed me had their own pigtails cut off by the police, and after that I was no longer reviled;。』but I never did go out to the countryside."

『我呢?也一样,只是元年冬天到北京,还被人骂过几次,后来骂我的人也被警察剪去了辫子,我就不再被人辱骂了;但我没有到乡间去。』

N looked exceedingly pleased with himself, then all at once his face fell:

N显出非常得意模样,忽而又沉下脸来:

"Now you idealists are making another clamor about women cutting their hair, and are about to produce a great many people who will gain nothing from it but suffering!

『现在你们这些理想家,又在那里嚷什么女子剪发了,又要造出许多毫无所得而痛苦的人!

"Isn't it already the case that there are women who have cut off their hair, and because of it cannot get into school, or have been expelled from school?

『现在不是已经有剪掉头发的女人,因此考不进学校去,或者被学校除了名么?

"Reform, you say — where are the weapons?Work-study, you say — where are the factories?

『改革么,武器在那里?工读么,工厂在那里?

使便!』"Better to leave it grown, and go and marry into some family as a wife: to forget everything is still happiness — if she keeps talk of equality and freedom in mind, she will suffer for it her whole life!"

『仍然留起,嫁给人家做媳妇去:忘却了一切还是幸福,倘使伊记着些平等自由的话便要苦痛一生世!』

"I want to borrow Artsybashev's words and ask you: you promise the coming of a golden age to the descendants of these people, but what do you give to the people themselves?

『我要借了阿尔志跋绥夫的话问你们:你们将黄金时代的出现豫约给这些人们的子孙了,但有什么给这些人们自己呢?

便"Ah, so long as the whip of the Creator has not yet fallen upon China's own spine, China will remain forever this same China, and will never of its own accord consent to change so much as a single hair!

『阿,造物的皮鞭没有到中国的脊梁上时,中国便永远是这一样的中国,决不肯自己改变一枝毫毛!

?……』"Since there is no venomous fang in your mouths, why must you go and paste the two words 'VIPER' upon your foreheads, only to draw beggars in to beat you to death?…"

『你们的嘴里既然并无毒牙,何以偏要在额上贴起「蝮蛇」两个大字,引乞丐来打杀?……』

便N grew more and more far-fetched the more he talked, but the moment he caught my look of not much wanting to listen, he shut his mouth at once, stood up, and reached for his hat.

N愈说愈离奇了,但一见到我不很愿听的神情,便立刻闭了口,站起来取帽子。

,『?』I said, "Are you going?"

我说,『回去么?』

,『。』He answered, "Yes, it's going to rain."

I saw him to the door in silence.

我默默的送他到门口。

Putting on his hat, he said:

他戴上帽子说:

"Goodbye!便。』Forgive me for intruding — luckily tomorrow will no longer be Double Tenth Day, and we can all just forget about it."

『再见!请你恕我打搅,好在明天便不是双十节,我们统可以忘却了。』

。)(October, 1920.)

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19201010·》。《1938Lu Xun's "The Story of Hair" was first published on October 10, 1920, in the "Study Lamp" supplement of the Shanghai Current Affairs New Report. The Complete Works of Lu Xun was compiled and printed in 1938 by the Lu Xun Memorial Committee.

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What it’s about

It is the Double Tenth, the Republic's national day, and the narrator's acquaintance N — an irritable older man who lived through the revolution — arrives and delivers a monologue that takes up nearly the whole story. Nobody, he says, remembers the men who died to make the date worth marking; the flags go up, the flags come down, and everybody goes back to business.

What he keeps returning to is hair. Cutting off his queue as a student in Japan and being cursed at home as a fake foreign devil; the men killed under the Qing over that length of plaited hair, and the men persecuted after the revolution for still having it; the schoolgirls now cutting their hair short and finding exactly the same abuse waiting for them. His conclusion — that nothing in China changes until something forces it to — is left standing without a reply, because the narrator says nothing at all.

When it was written 背景

Published on 10 October 1920, National Day itself, in the 學燈 supplement of the Shanghai paper 時事新報. It is the most essay-like piece in the collection and the one that leans hardest on history a learner may not have yet: the Qing queue order, the 1911 revolution, the fake foreign devil. The sentences are not difficult, but almost all of them are one angry man talking, so there is no scene to hold on to. Leave it until after 風波, which tells the same story about hair as something that happens to a family at supper.

Words in this chapter 生词