第七章 Feng the Miller

Chapter Seven

Feng Waizuizi lived in the mill.

磨房里边住著冯歪嘴子。

Feng Waizuizi sounded the wooden clapper, beating it through the middle of the night, night after night.It was somewhat better in winter; in summer he beat it all the more relentlessly.

冯歪嘴子打著梆子,半夜半夜的打,一夜一夜的打。冬天还稍微好一点,夏天就更打得厉害。

The mill’s window faced our back garden.西All along the foot of the walls surrounding our back garden grew creeping plants—pumpkins, summer squash, cucumbers, and the like.The pumpkins climbed to the top of the wall and blossomed there; some even crossed the high wall and crept out toward the street, opening a fiery-yellow flower to the main road.

那磨房的窗子临著我家的后园。我家的后园四周的墙根上,都种著倭瓜、西葫芦或是黄瓜等类会爬蔓子的植物;倭瓜爬上墙头了,在墙头上开起花来了,有的竟越过了高墙爬到街上去,向著大街开了一朵火黄的黄花。

滿And so the mill window, too, became covered with those wonderfully climbing cucumber vines.The cucumber’s slender tendrils were as fine as silver threads; when the sun came out, they glittered dazzlingly, and their tips were so clean and bright that they seemed like threads drawn from yellow wax—countless such threads reached out from every cucumber plant.The tip of every tendril curled back upon itself, as if to say that although they were brave, scrambling wildly over trees, weeds, walls, and window lattices, they nevertheless harbored a certain fear.

因此那磨房的窗子上,也就爬满了那顶会爬蔓子的黄瓜了。黄瓜的小细蔓,细得像银丝似的,太阳一来了的时候,那小细蔓闪眼湛亮,那蔓梢干净得好像用黄蜡抽成的丝子,一棵黄瓜秧上伸出来无数的这样的丝子。丝蔓的尖顶每棵都是掉转头来向回卷曲著,好像是说它们虽然勇敢,大树,野草,墙头,窗櫺,到处的乱爬,但到底它们也怀著恐惧的心理。

When the sun came out, those tendrils that had been cold and forlorn in the night suddenly grew warm.Then they advanced even faster, seeming to lengthen before one’s very eyes and race forward.The cucumber plants beneath the mill window climbed onto the sill the first day, reached the lattice the second, and by the third were flowering upon it.

太阳一出来了,那些在夜里冷清清的丝蔓,一变而为温暖了。于是它们向前发展的速率更快了,好像眼看著那丝蔓就长了,就向前跑去了。因为种在磨房窗根下的黄瓜秧,一天爬上了窗台,两天爬上了窗櫺,等到第三天就在窗櫺上开花了。

A few days later, if no one was paying attention, their stems had crossed the mill window and climbed onto the roof.

再过几天,一不留心,那黄瓜梗经过了磨房的窗子,爬上房顶去了。

Later the cucumber plants seemed to call to one another, and in a great company they all joined together to cover the mill window.

后来那黄瓜秧就像它们彼此招呼著似的,成群结队的就都一齐把那磨房的窗给蒙住了。

From then on, the miller inside could no longer see the light of day.The mill had only one window, and now the cucumbers covered it so completely that neither wind nor rain could get through.From then on, the mill was dark and gloomy, and the garden and the world beyond it became two separate realms.Feng Waizuizi was shut away in the world outside the garden.

从此那磨房里边的磨官就见不著天日了。磨房就有一张窗子,而今被黄瓜掩遮得风雨不透。从此那磨房里黑沉沉的,园里,园外,分成两个世界了。冯歪嘴子就被分到花园以外去了。

But seen from outside, the window was truly lovely, some vines flowering and others bearing fruit.滿The whole window was covered in cucumbers.

但是从外边看起来,那窗子实在好看,开花的开花,结果的结果。满窗是黄瓜了。

A pumpkin vine had also climbed along the mill window and onto the roof, where it bore a great pumpkin on the eaves.The pumpkin did not look as if it had grown from a vine, but as if someone had carried it up and seated it on the roof tiles to bask in the sun.It was truly lovely.

还有一棵倭瓜秧,也顺著磨房的窗子爬到房顶去了,就在房檐上结了一个大倭瓜。那倭瓜不像是从秧子上长出来的,好像是由人搬著坐在那屋瓦上晒太阳似的。实在好看。

In summer, when I played in the back garden, Feng Waizuizi would call to me and ask me for a cucumber.

夏天,我在后园里玩的时候,冯歪嘴子就喊我,他向我要黄瓜。

I would pick one and pass it in through the window.滿The window was sealed tight by cucumber vines, so Feng Waizuizi would part the mass of leaves with his hands and reach through a narrow crack to take the cucumber inside.

我就摘了黄瓜,从窗子递进去。那窗子被黄瓜秧封闭得严密得很,冯歪嘴子用手扒开那满窗的叶子,从一条小缝中伸出手来把黄瓜拿进去。

Sometimes he stopped beating his clapper and asked me how big the cucumbers had grown.西Had the tomatoes turned red yet?Only a single window separated him from the back garden, yet it was as though he were imprisoned far away.

有时候,他停止了打他的梆子,他问我,黄瓜长了多大了?西红柿红了没有?他与这后园只隔了一张窗子,就像关著多远似的。

When Grandfather was in the garden, Feng Waizuizi would talk with him.He said the little donkey that turned the mill had injured its hoof and limped whenever it walked.Grandfather told him to have a veterinarian look at it.Feng Waizuizi said one had already seen it, but it was no better.Grandfather asked what medicine the donkey was taking.Feng Waizuizi said it was taking cucumber seeds mixed with sorghum vinegar.

祖父在园子里的时候,他和祖父谈话。他说拉著磨的小驴,驴蹄子坏了,一走一瘸。祖父说请个兽医给它看看。冯歪嘴子说,看过了,也不见好。祖父问那驴吃的什么药?冯歪嘴子说是吃的黄瓜子拌高粱醋。

Feng Waizuizi was inside the window and Grandfather outside; Grandfather could not see Feng Waizuizi, and Feng Waizuizi could not see Grandfather.

冯歪嘴子在窗里,祖父在窗外,祖父看不见冯歪嘴子,冯歪嘴子看不见祖父。

Sometimes Grandfather had already walked away and gone back into the house, leaving me alone playing at the foot of the mill wall, when I would hear Feng Waizuizi go on saying:

有的时候,祖父走远了,回屋去了,只剩下我一个人在磨房的墙根下边坐著玩,我听到了冯歪嘴子还说:

!」“The Old Master hasn’t gone out to the countryside for a look this year, has he!”

「老太爷今年没下乡去看看哪!」

Sometimes, when I heard this, I deliberately kept silent to hear what else he would say.

有的时候,我听了这话,我故意的不出声,听听他往下还说什么。

At other times I found it so funny that I could not contain myself; I would jump up and beat on the window with my hands, laughing so hard that I knocked down all the cucumbers hanging there.Then I would dash into the house and tell Grandfather what had happened.Grandfather would laugh just as I did, unable to stop, until tears came to his eyes.But all the while he would say, “Stop laughing, stop laughing—mind he doesn’t hear you.”Sometimes Grandfather even shut the back door before he laughed.He was afraid Feng Waizuizi would be embarrassed if he heard.

有的时候,我心里觉得可笑,忍也不能忍住,我就跳了起来了,用手敲打著窗子,笑得我把窗上挂著的黄瓜都敲打掉了。而后我一溜烟的跑进屋去,把这情形告诉了祖父。祖父也一样和我似的,笑得不能停了,眼睛笑出眼泪来。但是总是说,不要笑啦,不要笑啦,看他听见。有的时候祖父竟把后门关起来再笑。祖父怕冯歪嘴子听见了不好意思。

The old cook, however, was quite different.Sometimes, while chatting with Feng Waizuizi, he would deliberately slip away in the middle of their conversation.滿Because Feng Waizuizi could not see him leave through the window overgrown with cucumber vines, he would go on talking at length all by himself, while the cook deliberately gave him no answer.

但是老厨子就不然了。有的时候,他和冯歪嘴子谈天,故意谈到一半他就溜掉了。因为冯歪嘴子隔著爬满了黄瓜秧的窗子,看不见他走了,就自己独自说了一大篇话,而后让他故意得不到反响。

The old cook would carry a basket into the back garden to pick eggplants, chatting with Feng Waizuizi as he picked; halfway through their conversation, he would tiptoe away with his basket and return indoors to cook.

老厨子提著筐子到后园去摘茄子,一边摘著一边就跟冯歪嘴子谈话,正谈到半路,老厨子蹑手蹑足的,提著筐子就溜了,回到屋里去烧饭去了。

Feng Waizuizi would still be speaking loudly in the mill:

这时冯歪嘴子还在磨房里大声的说:

西“A traveling circus has come to West Park. I haven’t had time to see it yet—have you been?。」Old Wang?”

「西公园来了跑马戏的,我还没得空去看,你去看过了吗?老王。」

In fact there was no one left in the back garden; dragonflies and butterflies flew wherever they pleased, while Feng Waizuizi’s voice fell hollowly into the garden and hollowly faded away.

其实后花园里一个人也没有了,蜻蜓,蝴蝶随意的飞著,冯歪嘴子的话声,空空的落到花园里来,又空空的消失了。

It vanished like smoke and died like flame.

烟消火灭了。

Only then would he discover that Old Wang had long since left the garden.He would take up his clapper again and watch the little donkey turn the mill.

等他发现了老王早已不在花园里。他这才又打起梆子来,看著小驴拉磨。

Whenever You Erbo talked with Feng Waizuizi, he never once slipped away; he would ask whether the mill roof leaked badly on rainy days.Were there many rats in the mill?

有二伯一和冯歪嘴子谈话,可从来没有偷著溜掉过,他问下雨天,磨房的房顶漏得厉害不厉害?磨房里的耗子多不多?

Feng Waizuizi, in turn, would ask You Erbo whether the back garden had received much rain that year.The eggplants and kidney beans must nearly be finished for the season, weren’t they?

冯歪嘴子同时也问著有二伯,今年后园里雨水大吗?茄子、云豆都快罢园了吧?

When the two had finished talking, You Erbo invited Feng Waizuizi to come stroll in the back garden, and Feng Waizuizi invited You Erbo to come sit in the mill.

他们两个彼此说完了话,有二伯让冯歪嘴子到后园里来走走,冯歪嘴子让有二伯到磨房去坐坐。

。」“Come stroll in the garden when you have time.”

「有空到园子里来走走。」

。」“Come sit in the mill when you have time.”

「有空到磨房里来坐坐。」

Then You Erbo would take his leave and walk out of the garden.And Feng Waizuizi would go back to beating his clapper as usual.

有二伯于是也就告别走出园子来。冯歪嘴子也就照旧打他的梆子。

In autumn, the leaves of the great elm turned yellow, the foxtail grass atop the wall withered and fell over, and the garden grew more desolate day by day.

秋天,大榆树的叶子黄了,墙头上的狗尾草干倒了,园里一天一天的荒凉起来了。

Then Feng Waizuizi’s window came into view again.For the tangled cucumber vines had all withered, relinquishing their hold on the lattice and falling away.

这时候冯歪嘴子的窗子也露出来了。因为那些纠纠缠缠的黄瓜秧也都蔫败了,舍弃了窗櫺而脱落下来了。

Now, standing in the back garden, one could see Feng Waizuizi, and by leaning against the window one could see the little donkey turning the mill.The little donkey stood with its ears erect and wore blinders.Every three or five steps it snorted; whenever it lifted a hoof, that hind leg limped a little, and whenever it stopped, it stood on three legs.

于是站在后园里就可看到冯歪嘴子,扒著窗子就可以看到在拉磨的小驴。那小驴竖著耳朵,戴著眼罩。走了三五步就响一次鼻子,每一抬脚那只后腿就有点瘸,每一停下来,小驴就用三条腿站著。

Feng Waizuizi said one of the little donkey’s legs was injured.

冯歪嘴子说小驴的一条腿坏了。

Once the cucumber vines on the window had dried up, Feng Waizuizi inside the mill could be seen every day.

这窗子上的黄瓜秧一干掉了,磨房里的冯歪嘴子就天天可以看到的。

Feng Waizuizi drinking, Feng Waizuizi sleeping, Feng Waizuizi beating his clapper, Feng Waizuizi playing the huqin, Feng Waizuizi singing from songbooks, Feng Waizuizi turning the winnowing fan.All one had to do was lean over the windowsill, and everything could be seen.

冯歪嘴子喝酒了,冯歪嘴子睡觉了,冯歪嘴子打梆子,冯歪嘴子拉胡琴了,冯歪嘴子唱唱本了,冯歪嘴子摇风车了。只要一扒著那窗台,就什么都可以看见的。

As soon as autumn came and the fresh glutinous millet was harvested, Feng Waizuizi would turn the mill every few days and make sticky cakes every other day.Yellow-millet sticky cakes, sprinkled with large kidney beans.One layer yellow, one layer red—the yellow gleaming gold, the red a vivid scarlet.He cut them with a knife and sold them at three copper coins for a strip or two for a slice.Those who wanted brown sugar could have brown sugar; those who wanted white sugar could have white.There was no extra charge for sugar.

一到了秋天,新鲜黏米一下来的时候,冯歪嘴子就三天一拉磨,两天一拉黏糕。黄米黏糕,撒上大云豆。一层黄,一层红,黄的金黄,红的通红。三个铜板一条,两个铜板一片的用刀切著卖。愿意加红糖的有红糖,愿意加白糖的有白糖。加了糖不另要钱。

Whenever Feng Waizuizi pushed his wheelbarrow down the street, a great crowd of children followed behind; some spent money to buy, while others gathered around to watch.

冯歪嘴子推著单轮车在街上一走,小孩子们就在后边跟了一大帮,有的花钱买,有的围著看。

Grandfather liked these sticky cakes best, Mother liked them too, and I liked them even more.Sometimes Mother sent the old cook to buy them, and sometimes she sent me.

祖父最喜欢吃这黏糕,母亲也喜欢,而我更喜欢。母亲有时让老厨子去买,有的时候让我去买。

But the amount bought was strictly counted out: each person could have only a palm-sized slice and no more, for fear that too much would be hard to digest.

不过买了来是有数的,一人只能吃手掌那么大的一片,不准多吃,吃多了怕不能消化。

As Grandfather ate, he would say, “That’s enough, that’s enough,” meaning that he was afraid I would eat too much.When Mother had finished hers, she too would say, “That’s enough,” meaning that she was afraid I would want to buy more.In truth, I really did not think it was enough; I felt that even two more pieces would not have been too many!But once the others had spoken so, there was nothing I could do, and I was too embarrassed to cry out for more to be bought; the truth was, however, that I had not had enough.

祖父一边吃著,一边说够了够了,意思是怕我多吃。母亲吃完了也说够了,意思是怕我还要去买。其实我真的觉得不够,觉得再吃两块也还不多呢!不过经别人这样一说,我也就没有什么办法了,也就不好意思喊著再去买,但是实在话是没有吃够的。

When I was playing outside the main gate, Feng Waizuizi, pushing his wheelbarrow, would always cut a slice from the great sticky cake and give it to me, and I would accept it.

当我在大门外玩的时候,推著单轮车的冯歪嘴子总是在那块大黏糕上切下一片来送给我吃,于是我就接受了。

」「When I was playing in the courtyard and Feng Waizuizi passed outside the high wall calling, “Sticky cakes! Sticky cakes!” I would climb to the top of the wall.

当我在院子里玩的时候,冯歪嘴子一喊著「黏糕」「黏糕」的从大墙外经过,我就爬上墙头去了。

西The old earthen wall at the southwest corner had developed a gap, so I would cling to the opening and look outside.Sure enough, Feng Waizuizi would be approaching from afar, pushing his wheelbarrow of sticky cakes.When he came alongside me, he would ask:

因为西南角上的那段土墙,因为年久了出了一个豁,我就扒著那墙豁往外看著。果然冯歪嘴子推著黏糕的单轮车由远而近了。来到我的旁边,就问著:

?」“Would you like a slice?”

「要吃一片吗?」

And I would neither say I wanted one nor say I did not.But I would not climb down from the wall either; I simply stayed there as if nothing were happening.

而我也不说吃,也不说不吃。但我也不从墙头上下来,还是若无其事的呆在那里。

Feng Waizuizi would stop his barrow, cut a slice of sticky cake, and pass it up to me.

冯歪嘴子把车子一停,于是切好一片黏糕送上来了。

Once winter came, Feng Waizuizi went out almost every day to sell a potful of sticky cake.

一到了冬天,冯歪嘴子差不多天天出去卖一锅黏糕的。

To make the sticky cake, he needed a very large pot, with boiling water in it and a bamboo screen set across its mouth.The ground yellow-millet flour was scattered over the bamboo screen, one layer of flour and then one layer of beans.滿Feng Waizuizi did the scattering inside the mill, filling the whole room with billowing steam.When one went in to buy sticky cake and had only just opened the door, one heard the firewood crackling inside, but could not see a soul.

这黏糕在做的时候,需要很大的一口锅,里边烧著开水,锅口上坐著竹帘子。把碾碎了的黄米粉就撒在这竹帘子上,撒一层粉,撒一层豆。冯歪嘴子就在磨房里撒的,弄得满屋热气蒸蒸。进去买黏糕的时候,刚一开门,只听屋里火柴烧得劈啪的响,竟看不见人了。

Whenever I went to buy sticky cake, I always went a little early and waited there, so that I could buy it hot the moment it came out of the pot.

我去买黏糕的时候,我总是去得早一点,我在那边等著,等著刚一出锅,好买热的。

The steam in that room was truly so thick that no one could be seen.Every time I opened the door, I would say:

那屋里的蒸气实在大,是看不见人的。每次我一开门,我就说:

。」“I’m here.”

「我来了。」

As soon as Feng Waizuizi heard my voice, he would say:

冯歪嘴子一听我的声音就说:

。」“Come this way, come this way.”

「这边来,这边来。」

Once Mother sent me to buy sticky cake, and I went a little later than usual; the cake had already come out of the pot.I bought it in a flurry and hurried home.When I got home and looked, something was wrong.Mother had told me to buy the kind with white sugar, but I had brought back the kind with brown sugar.I had not paid attention at the time; only when I looked at it at home did I realize my mistake.

有一次母亲让我去买黏糕,我略微的去得晚了一点,黏糕已经出锅了。我慌慌忙忙的买了就回来了。回到家里一看,不对了。母亲让我买的是加白糖的,而我买回来的是加红糖的。当时我没有留心,回到家里一看,才知道错了。

It was wrong, so I ran back to exchange it.Feng Waizuizi cut several fresh slices and sprinkled them with white sugar.

错了,我又跑回去换。冯歪嘴子又另外切了几片,撒上白糖。

I took the sticky cake and was just about to leave when I turned around and saw a cloth curtain hanging over the little kang in Feng Waizuizi’s room.

接过黏糕来,我正想拿著走的时候,一回头,看见了冯歪嘴子的那张小炕上挂著一张布帘。

Wondering what it was for, I ran over to take a look.

我想这是做什么,我跑过去看一看。

I reached out, lifted the cloth curtain, and looked inside—oh!There's a baby inside too!

我伸手就掀开布帘了,往里边一看,呀!里边还有一个小孩呢!

I turned and ran home, and when I got there I told grandfather that on Feng Waizuizi's kang, some woman from who-knows-where was lying there, and inside the woman's quilt there was even a baby, and the baby's little head was poking out, and the baby's head was bright red!

我转身就往家跑,跑到家里就跟祖父讲,说那冯歪嘴子的炕上不知谁家的女人睡在那里,女人的被窝里边还有一个小孩,那小孩还露著小头顶呢,那小孩头还是通红的呢!

Grandfather listened for a while, looking puzzled, and then just told me to hurry up and eat my sticky cake, since in a little while it would get cold and no longer taste good.

祖父听了一会觉得纳闷,就说让我快吃黏糕罢,一会冷了,不好吃了。

But I couldn't manage to eat it.I thought this was really fun — that in the mill room there wasn't just a little donkey, there was a baby too.

可是我那里吃得下去。觉得这事情真好玩,那磨房里边,不单有一个小驴,还有一个小孩呢。

That morning, in all the fuss, I never did eat my sticky cake, and I put on my fur cap again and ran off to take another look.

这一天早晨闹得黏糕我也没有吃,又戴起皮帽子来,跑去看了一次。

This time Feng Waizuizi wasn't in the room; I don't know where he had gone, and it seemed he hadn't gone off to sell his sticky cakes either, for the cart he used to push them was still lying there beside the millstone.

这一次,冯歪嘴子不在屋里,不知他到那里去了,黏糕大概也没有去卖,推黏糕的车子还在磨盘的旁边扔著。

As soon as I opened the door and went in, the wind blew open the white cloth curtain that covered them; the woman was still lying there without moving, and the baby wasn't crying either. I looked around the room on all sides — nothing along the edges of the room had changed, except that on the millstone sat a brass basin, with a bit of torn cloth soaking in it, and the water in the basin had already frozen; everything else was unchanged.

我一开门进去,风就把那些盖上的白布帘吹开了,那女人仍旧躺著不动,那小孩也一声不哭,我往屋子的四边观查一下,屋子的边处没有什么变动,只是磨盘上放著一个黄铜盆,铜盆里泡著一点破布,盆里的水已经结冰了,其余的没有什么变动。

Once winter came the little donkey lived in the mill room, and it was still standing there just as always, calm and placid, blinking its eyes just the same as every day.The rest of the things in the mill room — the winnowing fan, the sifting cabinets, the millstone — all sat there just as before; even the rats at the base of the wall came out and scurried about as usual, and as they ran they squeaked and chattered.

小驴一到冬天就住在磨房的屋里,那小驴还是照旧的站在那里,并且还是安安敦敦的和每天一样的抹搭著眼睛。其余的磨房里的风车子、罗柜、磨盘,都是照旧的在那里呆著,就是墙根下的那些耗子也出来和往日一样的乱跑,耗子一边跑著还一边吱吱喳喳的叫著。

I looked around for a while, couldn't make heads or tails of it, and found it altogether boring.沿Just as I was about to turn and go out, I noticed an earthenware basin on the edge of the kang, already frozen into a bulging shape like a little iceberg.At that I suddenly noticed how cold the room was, and at once felt a shiver coming on — it was too cold to keep standing there.Looking closely, I saw that the window opening onto the back garden had a great hole clean through it too, and through the roof of the tile house you could see the blue sky.

我看了一会,看不出所以然来,觉得十分无趣。正想转身出来的时候,被我发现了一个瓦盆,就在炕沿上已经像小冰山似的冻得鼓鼓的了。于是我想起这屋的冷来了,立刻觉得要打寒颤,冷得不能站脚了。我一细看那扇通到后园去的窗子也通著大洞,瓦房的房盖也透著青天。

I opened the door and ran off, and by the time I reached home, the stove there was burning red-hot, and the moment I stepped in, the heat hit me full in the face.

我开门就跑了,一跑到家里,家里的火炉正烧得通红,一进门就热气扑脸。

I was just about to ask grandfather whose child that was in the mill room.Just then Feng Waizuizi came in from outside.

我正想要问祖父,那磨房里是谁家的小孩。这时冯歪嘴子从外边来了。

Wearing his four-flap cap, with that look of smiling before he even spoke — you could tell at a glance it was Feng Waizuizi.

戴著他的四耳帽子,他未曾说话先笑一笑的样子,一看就是冯歪嘴子。

He came into the room and sat down in the armchair beside grandfather, the one cushioned with a thick pad of red wool serge.

他进了屋来,他坐在祖父旁边的太师椅上,那太师椅垫著红毛哔叽的厚垫子。

Feng Waizuizi sat there as if he had something to say but couldn't get it out.His right hand kept rubbing at the chair cushion, and his left hand kept tugging at his left ear.With that look of smiling before he spoke, he smiled for a good long while without getting a word out.

冯歪嘴子坐在那里,似乎有话说不出来。右手不住的摸擦著椅垫子,左手不住的拉著他的左耳朵。他未曾说话先笑的样子,笑了好几阵也没说出话来。

The stove in our house was so hot it baked his face bright red.He said:

我们家里的火炉太热,把他的脸烤得通红的了。他说:

。……」"Old Master, I've landed myself in a bit of trouble..."

「老太爷,我摊了点事。……」

Grandfather asked him what sort of trouble he'd landed in.

祖父就问他摊了什么事呢?

Feng Waizuizi sat twisting and turning in the armchair, took off his dogskin cap, and fidgeted with it in his hands.He smiled before he spoke, smiled for a good while, and only then got out a sentence:

冯歪嘴子坐在太师椅上扭扭曲曲的,摘下他那狗皮帽子来,手里玩弄著那皮帽子。未曾说话他先笑了,笑了好一阵工夫,他才说出一句话来:

。」"I've started a family."

As he said this, tears began to spill from Feng Waizuizi's eyes, and he said:

说著冯歪嘴子的眼睛就流出眼泪来,他说:

"Please, Old Master, help me out — right now they're staying in the mill room!。」They have nowhere else to live."

「请老太爷帮帮忙,现下她们就在磨房里呢!她们没有地方住。」

When I heard this, I quickly jumped in and said to grandfather:

我听到了这里,就赶快抢住了,向祖父说:

"Grandfather, it's freezing in that mill room!沿。」The earthenware basin on the edge of the kang has even cracked from the cold."

「爷爷,那磨房里冷呵!炕沿上的瓦盆都冻裂了。」

Grandfather pushed me aside, as if he were lost in thought.I said again:

祖父往一边推著我,似乎他在思索的样子。我又说:

!」"There's even a baby sleeping on that kang!"

「那炕上还睡著一个小孩呢!」

Grandfather agreed to let him move temporarily into the shed at the south end of the mill room where the straw was kept.

祖父答应了让他搬到磨房南头那个装草的房子里去暂住。

As soon as Feng Waizuizi heard this, he quickly stood up and said:

冯歪嘴子一听,连忙就站起来了,说:

。」"Much obliged, much obliged."

「道谢,道谢。」

Even as he spoke, tears welled up in his eyes again, and then he put his dogskin cap back on and left, his eyes brimming with tears.

一边说著,他的眼睛又一边来了眼泪,而后戴起狗皮帽子来,眼泪汪汪的就走了。

The moment Feng Waizuizi walked out of the room, grandfather turned to me and said:

冯歪嘴子刚一走出屋去,祖父回头就跟我说:

。」"A child like you shouldn't say so much in front of others."

「你这孩子当人面不好多说话的。」

I was only six or seven then and didn't understand what this meant, so I asked grandfather:

我那时也不过六七岁,不懂这是甚么意思,我问著祖父:

?」"Why can't I say it, why can't I say it?"

「为什么不准说,为什么不准说?」

Grandfather said:

祖父说:

"Didn't you see that Feng Waizuizi's tears were about to fall?。」Feng Waizuizi was embarrassed."

「你没看冯歪嘴子的眼泪都要掉下来了吗?冯歪嘴子难为情了。」

I thought, what was there to be embarrassed about — I didn't understand it at all.

我想可有什么难为情的,我不明白。

At noon, a quarrel broke out in Feng Waizuizi's mill room.

晌午,冯歪嘴子那磨房里就吵起来了。

Feng Waizuizi stood silently beside the millstone while his landlord stood in front of him, pipe in hand, cursing him, and the landlord's wife cursed too, all the while slapping at the winnowing fan, saying:

冯歪嘴子一声不响的站在磨盘的旁边,他的掌柜的拿著烟袋在他的眼前骂著,掌柜的太太一边骂著,一边拍著风车子,她说:

!」"You've ruined the feng shui! This mill room of mine — how could it be a place for that filthy wild woman of yours to live in!"

「破了风水了,我这碾磨房,岂是你那不干不净的野老婆住的地方!」

!」"Do you think the Green Dragon and White Tiger spirits can just be defiled by any woman!"

「青龙白虎也是女人可以冲的吗!」

"Feng Waizuizi, from now on if I don't prosper, I'll settle accounts with you;西what kind of thing are you, are you even a person?……You have no shame — if you had any shame, could you have brought a wild woman out into the open like this, right under people's eyes...……」Get out of here this instant..."

「冯歪嘴子,从此我不发财,我就跟你算帐;你是什么东西,你还算个人吗?你没有脸,你若有脸你还能把个野老婆弄到大面上来,弄到人的眼皮下边来……你赶快给我滚蛋……」

Feng Waizuizi said:

冯歪嘴子说:

……」"I'll have them move right away, right away..."

「我就要叫她们搬的,就搬……」

The landlord's wife said:

掌柜的太太说:

西"Have them move — what sort of creatures they are, I don't want to know.……」I'm telling you to get out — you've made a wreck of me..."

「叫她们搬,她们是什么东西,我不知道。我是叫你滚蛋的,你可把人糟蹋苦了……」

So saying, she glanced over at the kang:

说著,她往炕上一看:

"Oh no!Even the flour sacks — that wild woman of yours has been covering herself with them!Get them off this instant.I tell you, Feng Waizuizi, you've made a wreck of me.。」You've made a wreck of me."

「唉呀!面口袋也是你那野老婆盖得的!赶快给我拿下来。我说冯歪嘴子,你可把我糟蹋苦了。你可把我糟蹋苦了。」

That newborn baby had been sleeping covered with flour sacks, four or five of them piled together, pressing thick and heavy on its little face.

那个刚生下来的小孩是盖著盛面口袋在睡觉的,一齐盖著四五张,厚敦敦的压著小脸。

The landlord's wife shouted from the side:

掌柜的太太在旁边喊著:

!」"Get them off for me, get them off this instant!"

「给我拿下来,快给我拿下来!」

Feng Waizuizi went over and pulled the flour sacks off, and at once the baby's little red hands were exposed, and those little hands stretched and curled, waving about, and after waving a few times the baby began to cry.

冯歪嘴子过去把面口袋拿下来了,立刻就露出孩子通红的小手来,而且那小手还伸伸缩缩的摇动著,摇动了几下就哭起来了。

The moment the baby cried, a puff of white breath came steaming out of its mouth.

那孩子一哭,从孩子的嘴里冒著雪白的白气。

The landlord's wife took the flour sacks in her hands and said:

那掌柜的太太把面口袋接到手里说:

……」"You've about frozen me to death — hurry up and move out, I haven't got time to quarrel with you any longer..."

「可冻死我了,你赶快搬罢,我可没工夫跟你吵了……」

So saying, she opened the door, hunched her shoulders, and ran back to the main house.

说著开了门缩著肩膀就跑回上屋去了。

Landlord Wang the Fourth, that is, Feng Waizuizi's landlord, invited grandfather into the main house for tea.

王四掌柜的,就是冯歪嘴子的东家,他请祖父到上屋去喝茶。

We sat on the kang in the main house, warming ourselves by the charcoal brazier, and all the while we could hear the baby crying in the mill room.

我们坐在上屋的炕上,一边烤著炭火盆,一边听到磨房里的那小孩的哭声。

Grandfather asked whether my hands had warmed up yet.I said not yet, and grandfather said:

祖父问我的手烤暖了没有?我说还没烤暖,祖父说:

。」"Once they're warm, we'll head home."

「烤暖了,回家罢。」

Coming out of Landlord Wang the Fourth's house, I still said I wanted to go to the mill room to have a look.Grandfather said there was nothing to see, and that if I wanted to look, I should wait until I'd warmed up at home and then look.

从王四掌柜的家里出来,我还说要到磨房里去看看。祖父说,没有什么的,要看回家暖过来再看。

There was no thermometer in the mill room, but we had one at home.I asked grandfather:

磨房里没有寒暑表,我家里是有的。我问祖父:

?」"Grandfather, what do you think the temperature in the mill room is?"

「爷爷,你说磨房的温度在多少度上?」

Grandfather said it was below zero.

祖父说在零度以下。

I asked:

我问:

?」"How far below zero?"

Grandfather said:

祖父说:

!」"There's no thermometer there, how would anyone know!"

「没有寒暑表,那儿知道呵!」

I said:

我说:

?」"But how far below zero exactly?"

Grandfather looked up at the sky for a moment and said:

祖父看一看天色就说:

。」"About seven or eight degrees below zero."

I grew delighted, and said:

我高兴起来了,我说:

"Oh my, how cold!?」Isn't that the same as being out in the open air?"

「嗳呀,好冷呵!那不和室外温度一样了吗?」

退I took off running for home, and the well platform, the trough beside the well platform, the big stone roller beside the well platform, our neighbor old Zhou's big glass window, our own tall chimney — as I ran along in a blur, I saw them all shifting and moving, all of them seeming to fall back behind me.The faster I ran, the more it seemed it wasn't me running, but the houses and the great chimney running instead.

我抬脚就往家里跑,井台,井台旁边的水槽子,井台旁边的大石头碾子,房户老周家的大玻璃窗子,我家的大高烟筒,在我一溜烟的跑起来的时候,我看它们都移移动动的了,它们都像往后退著。我越跑越快,好像不是我在跑,而像房子和大烟筒在跑似的。

I dazzled myself into believing I was running as fast as the wind.

我自己煊惑得我跑得和风一般快。

I thought, if the temperature in the mill room was below zero, wasn't that just the same as being out in the open?This was truly funny — a house being just the same as the open air.The more I thought about it the funnier it seemed, and the funnier it seemed the happier I got.

我想那磨房的温度在零度以下,岂不是等于露天地了吗?这真笑话,房子和露天地一样。我越想越可笑,也就越高兴。

And so, shouting and hollering the whole way, I ran home.

于是连喊带叫的也就跑到家了。

In the afternoon, Feng Waizuizi moved the baby to the straw shed at the south end of the mill room.

下半天冯歪嘴子就把小孩搬到磨房南头那草棚子里去了。

The baby cried very loudly, as if it hadn't just been born at all, as if it had already grown up.

那小孩哭的声音很大,好像他并不是刚刚出生,好像他已经长大了的样子。

There was such a commotion in that straw hut that I wanted to go have a look again.

那草房里吵得不得了,我又想去看看。

This time the woman was sitting up, a quilt draped over her, her long thick braid hanging down her back, her face turned inward, sitting on a pile of straw doing something or other; when she heard the door, she turned her head.I recognized her — she was the eldest daughter of the Wang family who lived in our same compound, the one we all called Big Sister Wang.

这回那女人坐起来了,身上披著被子,很长的大辫子垂在背后,面朝里,坐在一堆草上不知在干什么,她一听门响,她一回头。我看出来了,她就是我们同院住著的老王家的大姑娘,我们都叫她王大姐的。

This was strange indeed — how could it be her?When she turned her head it very nearly gave me a fright.

这可奇怪,怎么就是她呢?她一回头几乎是把我吓了一跳。

I turned and wanted to run straight home.I wanted to get home quickly and tell grandfather — what on earth was going on here?

我转身就想往家里跑。跑到家里好赶快的告诉祖父,这到底是怎么回事?

When she saw it was me, she smiled at me first; she had a very broad face and a very sharp nose, and whenever she smiled, a cluster of wrinkles gathered on the bridge of her nose.滿Today her way of smiling was just the same as before, with the wrinkles piling up on the bridge of her nose.

她看是我,她就先向我一笑,她长的是很大的脸孔,很尖的鼻子,每笑的时候,她的鼻梁上就皱了一堆的褶。今天她的笑法还是和从前的一样,鼻梁处堆满了皱褶。

Ordinarily, whenever we had more vegetables in our back garden than we could eat, she would come over with a basket to pick some eggplants, cucumbers, and the like to take home.She was a person who talked and laughed a great deal, a person with a loud, ringing voice; whenever she met someone, she would ask them:

平常我们后园里的菜吃不了的时候,她就提著筐到我们后园来摘些茄子、黄瓜之类回家去。她是很能说能笑的人,她是很响亮的人,她和别人相见之下,她问别人:

?」"Have you eaten yet?"

「你吃饭了吗?」

What a tremendous noise it was, as though magpies had landed on the roof.

那声音才大呢,好像房顶上落了鹊雀似的。

Her father was a cart driver; she would lead the horse to the well for water, and when she drew water she was even faster than he was—two or three turns of the windlass and up came a full bucket.Everyone who saw her would say:

她的父亲是赶车的,她牵著马到井上去饮水,她打起水来,比她父亲打的更快,三绕两绕就是一桶。别人看了都说:

!」“That girl will be a fine hand at building up a prosperous household someday!”

「这姑娘将来是个兴家立业好手!」

She used to pick vegetables in our back garden, and when she had finished and was about to leave, she would often break off a purslane blossom and wear it in her hair.

她在我家后园里摘菜,摘完临走的时候,常常就折一朵马蛇菜花戴在头上。

How sleekly her braid was combed, tied with red at the root and green at the tip, all neat and clean; with a purslane blossom tucked at her temple besides, she looked exceedingly pretty.As she walked ahead carrying her basket, the people behind her would point and gesture, praising her many virtues.

她那辫子梳得才光呢,红辫根,绿辫梢,干干净净,又加上一朵马蛇菜花戴在鬓角上,非常好看。她提著筐子前边走了,后边的人就都指指画画的说她的好处。

The old cook said she had a fine big head and big eyes, and was remarkably good-looking.

老厨子说她大头子大眼睛长得怪好的。

Second Uncle You said her broad shoulders and sturdy waist gave her a rather prosperous look.

有二伯说她膀大腰圆的带点福相。

Mother said of her:

母亲说她:

。」“I haven’t a son old enough; if I had, I’d take her for his wife. What a splendid, hearty girl she is.”

「我没有这么大的儿子,有儿子我娶她,这姑娘真响亮。」

Old Mrs. Zhou, Third Mistress of the Zhou family who lived in our compound, would say:

同院住的老周家三奶奶则说:

?」“My, my! This girl is a great sunflower, tall and big. How old are you this year?”

「哟哟,这姑娘真是一棵大葵花,又高又大,你今年十几啦?」

Whenever Third Mistress Zhou saw Sister Wang, she asked how old she was.She had asked it countless times already, as though she simply had to ask whenever she saw her, and would have nothing to say otherwise.

周三奶奶一看到王大姐就问她十几岁?已经问了不知几遍了,好像一看见就必得这么问,若不问就好像没有话说似的。

Every time she was asked, Sister Wang would invariably answer:

每逢一问,王大姐也总是说:

。」“Twenty.”

。」,「。」“Twenty—you must have a match arranged for you now.” Or else it was, “Let us see what family will be blessed with such good fortune. Just wait and see what the future brings.”

「二十了,可得给说一个媒了。」再不然就是,「看谁家有这么大的福气,看吧,将来看吧。」

The old lady of the Yang family in the neighboring compound would peer over the wall and say whenever she saw Sister Wang:

隔院的杨家的老太太,扒著墙头一看见王大姐就说:

。」“That girl’s face is as red as a basinful of fire.”

「这姑娘的脸红得像一盆火似的。」

Now Sister Wang still wrinkled her nose when she smiled, but her face had grown a little thin, and much paler.

现在王大姐一笑还是一皱鼻子,不过她的脸有一点清瘦,颜色发白了许多。

She was holding a baby in her arms.I looked at her; she grew embarrassed, and so did I.I was embarrassed because we had not seen each other for so long, and I thought perhaps she felt the same way.I wanted to leave, yet felt awkward walking away at once.I wanted to stay a little longer, but had nothing to say.

她怀里抱著小孩。我看一看她,她也不好意思了,我也不好意思了。我的不好意思是因为好久不见的缘故,我想她也许是和我一样吧。我想要走,又不好意思立刻就走开。想要多呆一会又没有什么话好说的。

So I stood there quietly for a while and watched her cover the baby with straw, then lay it on the kang.In fact, you could hardly tell where the kang was: straw lay everywhere in a dreadful jumble, on the floor and on the kang, while bundles of it were piled right up to the rafters.滿The little kang was not large to begin with, and the bundles of straw had taken up nearly all of it.There among the straw, the baby had nestled out a little straw den and fallen asleep, with straw beneath it and straw over it.

我就站在那里静静的站了一会,我看她用草把小孩盖了起来,把小孩放到炕上去。其实也看不见什么是炕,乌七八糟的都是草,地上是草,炕上也是草,草捆子堆得房梁上去了。那小炕本来不大,又都叫草捆子给占满了。那小孩也就在草中偎了个草窝,铺著草盖著草的就睡著了。

The longer I looked, the more amusing it seemed, as though the baby were sleeping in a magpie’s nest.

我越看越觉得好玩,好像小孩睡在鹊雀窝里了似的。

That evening, I again told Grandfather the whole story of everything I had seen.

到了晚上,我又把全套我所见的告诉了祖父。

Grandfather said nothing.But I could tell that Grandfather seemed to know more than I did.I said:

祖父什么也不说。但我看出来祖父晓得的比我晓得的多的样子。我说:

!」“The baby was even covered with straw!”

「那小孩还盖著草呢!」

Grandfather said:

祖父说:

!」“Mm!”

I said:

我说:

?」“Wasn’t that Sister Wang?”

「那不是王大姐吗?」

Grandfather said:

祖父说:

。」“Mm.”

Grandfather acted as though he would neither ask nor listen to anything.

祖父是什么也不问,什么也不听的样子。

But that evening, when our whole household had gathered beneath the kerosene lamp—what a commotion there was!Everyone talked and expounded at once.One said Miss Wang had done this.……Another said Miss Wang had done that...They went on and on until their talk became utterly outrageous.

等到了晚上在煤油灯的下边,我家全体的人都聚集了的时候,那才热闹呢!连说带讲的。这个说,王大姑娘这么的。那个说王大姑娘那么著……说来说去,说得不成样子了。

西They said Miss Wang was bad in this way and bad in that, and that one look was enough to know she was no decent woman.

说王大姑娘这样坏,那样坏,一看就知道不是好东西。

西They said that because her voice was so loud, she could not possibly be decent.What respectable girl ever talked so loudly and freely?

说她说话的声音那么大,一定不是好东西。那有姑娘家家的,大说大讲的。

Second Uncle You said:

有二伯说:

!」“A perfectly good girl, and she went and took a fancy to a mill hand! What kind of times are these?”

「好好的一个姑娘,看上了一个磨房的磨官,介个年头是啥年头!」

The old cook said:

老厨子说:

“A man ought to be big and sturdy, and a woman delicate and refined.。」I’ve never seen a girl built like a porter.”

「男子要长个粗壮,女子要长个秀气。没见过一个姑娘长得和一个扛大个的(扛工)似的。」

Second Uncle You immediately chimed in:

有二伯也就接著说:

“Exactly!A lord should look like a lord, and a lady like a lady. Haven’t you ever gone to the temple fair on the eighteenth of the fourth month?。」The lord in the Lord’s Temple is majestic in every direction, while the lady in the Lady’s Temple is gentle and graceful.”

「对呀!老爷像老爷,娘娘像娘娘,你没四月十八去逛过庙吗?那老爷庙上的老爷,威风八面,娘娘庙上的娘娘,温柔典雅。」

The old cook went on:

老厨子又说:

“Who ever heard of such a thing—a girl drawing water with more strength than a full-grown man?。」I’ve never seen a girl with such enormous strength.”

「那有的勾当,姑娘家家的,打起水来,比个男子大丈夫还有力气。没见过,姑娘家家的那么大的力气。」

Second Uncle You said:

有二伯说:

穿穿禿禿“And that’s not all. She’s made of nothing but poor bones and poor flesh: she pays no heed to men dressed in silk and satin, but fixes on a drab, dusty mill hand.。」It’s just Wu Dalang playing with ducks—each man plays with the bird that suits him.”

「那算完,长的是一身穷骨头穷肉,那穿绸穿缎的她不去看,她看上了个灰秃秃的磨官。真是武大郎玩鸭子,啥人玩啥鸟。」

By the next day, all the neighbors knew that Miss Wang had given birth to a baby.

第二天,左邻右舍的都晓得王大姑娘生了小孩了。

Third Mistress Zhou came running to our house to make inquiries; Mother said Miss Wang was in the straw shed and told her to go and see.She said:

周三奶奶跑到我家来探听了一番,母亲说就在那草棚子里,让她去看。她说:

“My, my!。」I haven’t that much time to waste looking at such a disgraceful business.”

「哟哟!我可没那么大的工夫去看的,什么好勾当。」

西When Old Mrs. Yang from the western compound caught wind of it, she came too.穿漿She wore a blue coarse-cloth gown starched until it gleamed, a flat silver hair ornament on her head, and white-copper rings on her fingers.

西院的杨老太太听了风也来了。穿了一身浆得闪光发亮的蓝大布衫,头上扣著银扁方,手上戴著白铜的戒指。

The moment she entered, Mother told her that Feng Waizuizi had had a son.Old Mrs. Yang hastily replied:

一进屋,母亲就告诉她冯歪嘴子得了儿子了。杨老太太连忙就说:

“I certainly didn’t come to pry into the sordid affairs of such riffraff. I came to ask whether the interest at the Guanghe Bank is actually ten percent or eight.西。」Yesterday Er Xiaozi out on the western wasteland sent word that his father-in-law wanted to lend a relative more than a hundred thousand strings of cash.”

「我可不是来探听他们那些猫三狗四的,我是来问问那广和银号的利息到底是大加一呢,还是八成?因为昨天西荒上的二小子打信来说,他老丈人要给一个亲戚十几万吊钱。」

Having said this, she seated herself with great solemnity.

说完了,她庄庄严严的坐在那里。

Our room was very hot, and as soon as Old Mrs. Yang entered, the heat flushed her face bright red.Mother quickly opened the ventilating window on the north side.

我家的屋子太热,杨老太太一进屋来就把脸热的通红。母亲连忙打开了北边的那通气窗。

As soon as the window opened, the baby’s cries could be heard from the straw shed, particularly loud and clamorous.

通气窗一开,那草棚子里的小孩的哭声就听见了,那哭声特别吵闹。

,」,「。」“Just listen,” Mother said. “That is Feng Waizuizi’s son.”

「听听啦,」母亲说,「这就是冯歪嘴子的儿子。」

“What of it?西。」,「,『?』,『。』。」I could tell Miss Wang was no decent woman. I always said that girl would come to no good,” said Old Mrs. Yang. “Some time ago she suddenly disappeared, so I asked her mother, ‘Where has your eldest girl gone?’ Her mother said, ‘She’s gone to her maternal grandmother’s.’ When she stayed away so long without coming back, I began to suspect something.”

「怎么的啦?那王大姑娘我看就不是个好东西,我就说,那姑娘将来好不了。」杨老太太说,「前些日子那姑娘忽然不见了,我就问她妈,『你们大姑娘那儿去啦?』她妈说,『上她姥姥家去了。』一去去了这么久没回来,我就有点觉警。」

Mother said:

母亲说:

。」“Miss Wang often cried during the summer until her eyes were red. Her mother said she had a fierce temper and had become upset after quarreling with her.”

「王大姑娘夏天的时候常常哭,把眼圈都哭红了,她妈说她脾气大,跟她妈吵架气的。」

Old Mrs. Yang folded her arms and said:

杨老太太把肩膀一抱说:

“Upset, was she? What a mighty temper! Now she’s disgraced herself—why didn’t she get so angry she died?西That girl is no good. Just look how big her eyes are!。」I said long ago that she would come to no good.”

「气的,好大的气性,到今天都丢了人啦,怎么没气死呢。那姑娘不是好东西,你看她那双眼睛,多么大!我早就说过,这姑娘好不了。」

Then she whispered and chattered in Mother’s ear for a while before leaving, talking and laughing.

而后在母亲的耳朵上嘁嘁喳喳了一阵,又说又笑的走了。

By then she had probably forgotten her original purpose in coming to our house.She had come to ask about the interest at the Guanghe Bank, but by the time she left she had never mentioned the Guanghe Bank again.

把她那原来到我家里来的原意,大概也忘了。她来是为了广和银号利息的问题,可是一直到走也没有再提起那广和银号来。

Old Mrs. Yang, Third Mistress Zhou, and all the people from the starch-making workshop in our compound—every one of them said Miss Wang was bad.

杨老太太,周三奶奶,还有同院住的那些粉房里的人,没有一个不说王大姑娘坏的。

They said Miss Wang’s eyes were badly formed, that Miss Wang was too strong, and that even Miss Wang’s braid was too long.

说王大姑娘的眼睛长得不好,说王大姑娘的力气太大,说王大姑娘的辫子长得也太长。

Once the affair came to light, everyone in the compound set to work: some composed commentaries on Miss Wang, some biographies, and some even diaries.

这事情一发,全院子的人给王大姑娘做论的做论,做传的做传,还有给她做日记的。

Her biographers said that she had been raised from childhood in her maternal grandmother’s home, where she spent all day with boys, with no regard for the distinction between male and female.One day she had even injured her cousin with a fire-tending fork.Another day, when a great wind was blowing, she secretly ate all twenty-odd of her maternal grandmother’s duck eggs in one sitting.On yet another day, while gathering water caltrops in a stream, she gathered few herself, so she emptied other people’s caltrops into her own basket and claimed she had gathered them.They said she was unbelievably overbearing and that no one dared argue with her: if anyone did, she would open her mouth and curse them, then raise her hand and strike.

做传的说,她从小就在外祖母家里养著,一天尽和男孩子在一块,没男没女。有一天她竟拿著烧火的叉子把她的表弟给打伤了。又是一天刮大风,她把外祖母的二十多个鸭蛋一次给偷著吃光了。又是一天她在河沟子里边采菱角,她自己采的少,她就把别人的菱角倒在她的筐里了,就说是她采的。说她强横得不得了,没有人敢去和她分辩,一分辩,她开口就骂,举手就打。

The person composing her biography spoke as though she had witnessed it herself, saying that on the twenty-third day of the twelfth lunar month, the day of the Little New Year, Miss Wang fought with her maternal grandmother because she had been given one piece of meat too few, and then ran home.

那给她做传的人,说著就好像看见过似的,说腊月二十三,过小年的那天,王大姑娘因为外祖母少给了她一块肉吃,她就跟外祖母打了一仗,就跑回家里来了。

。」“Just think how greedy she must have been.”

「你看看吧,她的嘴该多馋。」

At this, everyone listening around her laughed.

于是四边听著的人,没有不笑的。

The person composing Miss Wang’s biography had indeed gathered a great deal of material.

那给王大姑娘做传的人,材料的确搜集得不少。

Ever since the child-bride Tuanyuan had died, the compound had seemed lonely for a long while; now, though it could not be called altogether lively, everyone was determined to stir up as much excitement as possible.Though there were no spirit-dancers or beating drums, the affair ought at least to provide everyone with a little amusement.

自从团圆媳妇死了,院子里似乎寂寞了很长的一个时期,现在虽然不能说十分热闹,但大家都总要尽力的鼓吹一番。虽然不跳神打鼓,但也总应该给大家多少开一开心。

穿And so the rumor-mongers, lookouts, and go-betweens spared themselves no trouble at all: even on nights when white snow swirled through the air, they put on fur hats and tall felt boots and stood outside Feng Waizuizi’s window, waiting there in hopes of overhearing some bit of news.If they managed to hear even the tiniest thing, no bigger than a needle’s eye, then their freezing vigil had not been in vain, for it would furnish material to spread the next day.

于是吹风的,把眼的,跑线的,绝对的不辞辛苦,在飘著白白的大雪的夜里,也就戴著皮帽子,穿著大毡靴,站在冯歪嘴子的窗户外边,在那里守候著,为的是偷听一点什么消息。若能听到一点点,那怕针孔那么大一点,也总没有白挨冻,好做为第二天宣传的材料。

Thus, during the first few days, quite a number of investigators actually stood outside Feng Waizuizi’s door.

所以冯歪嘴子那门下在开初的几天,竟站著不少的探访员。

These investigators had generally received no education, and nothing delighted them more than spreading rumors and stirring up trouble.

这些探访员往往没有受过教育,他们最喜欢造谣生事。

For example, after our old cook had gone out investigating for a while, he returned home and reported:

比方我家的老厨子出去探访了一阵,回家报告说:

“That straw shed is bitterly cold!!」It’s as drafty as a five-wind tower. The baby has gone completely silent—it’s probably frozen to death. Hurry and go watch the excitement!”

「那草棚子才冷呢!五风楼似的,那小孩一声不响了,大概是冻死了,快去看热闹吧!」

The old cook waved his arms and stamped his feet, beside himself with delight.

老厨子举手舞脚的,他高兴得不得了。

Before long, he put on his dogskin hat again and went off to investigate once more. This time he reported:

不一会他又戴上了狗皮帽子,他又去探访了一阵,这一回他报告说:

“Damn it, it isn’t dead. That baby hasn’t frozen to death after all!。」It’s still nursing in its mother’s arms.”

「他妈的,没有死,那小孩还没冻死呢!还在娘怀里吃奶呢。」

The scene of this sensational newswas no more than fifty paces from our house; yet once the investigators had finished investigating, the affair bore very little resemblance to what had actually happened.

这新闻发生的地点。离我家也不过五十步远,可是一经探访员们这一探访,事情本来的面目可就大大的两样了。

Some, seeing a length of rope-end on Feng Waizuizi's kang, spread the rumor that Feng Waizuizi was going to hang himself.

有的看了冯歪嘴子的炕上有一段绳头,于是就传说著冯歪嘴子要上吊。

This stimulus of "hanging oneself" really gave people no small amount of energy.穿The women put on their hoods, the men put on their felt boots — there was no telling how many people were coming, or preparing to come, to see the sight.

这「上吊」的刺激,给人们的力量真是不小。女的戴上风帽,男的穿上毡靴,要来这里参观的,或是准备著来参观的人不知多少。

西The Yang family in the west courtyard alone had more than thirty people, not counting the children; counting them, it would come to forty.Just to speak of these thirty-odd people alone — if they all came to see Feng Waizuizi hang himself, wouldn't they crush our little thatched shed flat!Say that among that family's people some were old or sick and couldn't come — say, at the very least, ten of them would come.西────────Then ten would come from the Yang family in the west courtyard, and three from the Zhou family in the same courtyard — Third Sister-in-law Zhou, Fourth Aunt Zhou, Old Aunt Zhou — plus Fourth Aunt Zhou carrying a child in her arms and Old Aunt Zhou leading a child by the hand — they had this habit — so altogether, three generations of the Zhou family, old and young, would total five.

西院老杨家就有三十多口人,小孩不算在内,若算在内也有四十口了。就单说这三十多人若都来看上吊的冯歪嘴子,岂不把我家的那小草棚挤翻了吗!就说他家那些人中有的老的病的,不能够来,就说最低限度来上十个人吧。那么西院老杨家来十个,同院的老周家来三个──周三奶奶,周四婶子,周老婶子──外加周四婶子怀抱著一个孩子,周老婶子手里牵著个孩子──她们是有这样的习惯的──那么一共周家老少三辈总算五口了。

Then there were the noodle-maker in the mill, the one who tended the fire, the delivery boy, and so on — for the moment there was no telling exactly how many — but in any case, the whole courtyard's lovers of excitement numbered no fewer than twenty or thirty.And then there were those on the streets front and back, who, once they heard the news, could not fail to come in no small numbers.

还有磨房里的漏粉匠,烧火的,跑街送货的等等,一时也数不清是几多人,总之这全院好看热闹的人也不下二三十。还有前后街上的,一听了消息也少不了来了不少的。

。」"Hanging himself." Why would a perfectly fine, healthy person, unwilling to go on living, choose to "hang himself" instead?Everyone, hurry and go see, there's bound to be endless interest in it — everyone, hurry and go see.

「上吊。」为啥一个好好人,活著不愿意活,而愿意「上吊」呢?大家快去看看吧,其中必是趣味无穷,大家快去看看吧。

Besides, it would do one good to broaden one's eyes a bit — after all, it wasn't like going to see a circus, where you'd have to spend money and buy a ticket.

再说开开眼也是好的,反正也不是去看跑马戏的,又要花钱,又要买票。

So in the town of Hulan River, whenever anyone jumped into a well or a river, or hanged themselves, the crowds who came to watch the excitement were especially large. I don't know whether it's the same in other parts of China, but in my hometown it certainly was.

所以呼兰河城里凡是一有跳井投河的,或是上吊的,那看热闹的人就特别多,我不知道中国别的地方是否这样,但在我的家乡确是这样的。

A woman who had thrown herself into the river, once fished out, would not be quickly buried, not quickly interred — she would be laid out there for a day or two, so that everyone could gather round and look.

投了河的女人,被打捞上来了,也不赶快的埋,也不赶快的葬,摆在那里一两天,让大家围著观看。

A woman who had jumped into a well, once hauled up out of it, would likewise not be quickly buried, not quickly interred — as if it were a national-goods exhibition, bustling with a stream of carts and horses.

跳了井的女人,从井里捞出来,也不赶快的埋,也不赶快的葬,好像国货展览会似的,热闹得车水马龙了。

Actually there was nothing much worth seeing in it — if Feng Waizuizi had really hanged himself, wouldn't the sight have been terrifying!

其实那没有什么好看的,假若冯歪嘴子上了吊,那岂不是看了很害怕吗!

Some faint-hearted women, after seeing one who had drowned herself or jumped into a well, could not sleep for three days and five nights.But the next time such a wronged soul appeared, she would still go and look; and having looked, on returning home she would feel that dreadful image right before her eyes, so that once again she could not sleep soundly, and her food lost its savor.西But not going to look simply would not do — the third time, she would still go and look, even though, having looked, she would feel terror in her heart; afterward she would buy a sheet of yellow spirit-money and a bundle of incense sticks, go burn them at the crossroads, kowtow three times toward the great roads running east, west, south, and north, and say at the same time:

有一些胆小的女人,看了投河的,跳井的,三天五夜的不能睡觉。但是下次,一有这样的冤魂,她仍旧是去看的,看了回来就觉得那恶劣的印象就在眼前,于是又是睡觉不安,吃饭也不香。但是不去看,是不行的,第三次仍旧去看,那怕去看了之后,心里觉得恐怖,而后再买一匹黄钱纸,一扎线香到十字路口上去烧了,向著那东西南北的大道磕上三个头,同时嘴里说:

。」"Evil demons and wild ghosts, do not attach yourselves to me — I have already sent you off properly with incense and paper money."

「邪魔野鬼可不要上我的身哪,我这里香纸的也都打发过你们了。」

Some girl or other, from whatever family, went to see someone who had hanged herself, and came home frightened to death.It's said that not only from watching a hanging, but even from watching someone who had jumped into a well, there were those frightened to death.Frightened into a sickness, treated by a thousand doctors and a hundred remedies without recovering, she later died.

有的谁家的姑娘,为了去看上吊的,回来吓死了。听说不但看上吊的,就是看跳井的,也有被吓死的。吓出一场病来,千医百治的治不好,后来死了。

But people were still willing to go and look; men, perhaps, had especially large courage and were not afraid.Women, on the other hand, were mostly faint of heart, and all watched with their courage forced up.

但是人们还是愿意看,男人也许特别胆子大,不害怕。女人却都是胆小的多,都是乍著胆子看。

There were also the children — the women brought them along to watch too; before they had even grown into full persons, their mothers had already brought them along early — perhaps in this bustling world it was better to get in a bit of early practice, lest in the future they be too inexperienced when it came to jumping into wells or hanging oneself.

还有小孩,女人也把他们带来看,他们还没有长成为一个人,母亲就早把他们带来了,也许在这热闹的世界里,还是提早的演习著一点的好,免得将来对于跳井上吊太外行了。

Some inquisitive person, learning that Feng Waizuizi had bought an ordinary kitchen vegetable-cutting knife from the street, at once spread far and wide the rumor that Feng Waizuizi was going to cut his own throat.

有的探访员晓得了冯歪嘴子从街上买来了一把家常用的切菜的刀,于是就大放冯歪嘴子要自刎的空气。

Feng Waizuizi did not hang himself, did not cut his own throat — he went on living perfectly well.A year passed, and his child grew up.

冯歪嘴子,没有上吊,没有自刎,还是好好的活著。过了一年,他的孩子长大了。

When the New Year came and my family slaughtered a pig, Feng Waizuizi came to our house to help, helping to scrape the pig's bristles.In the evening, after he had eaten and had some wine, when it came time for him to go home, my grandfather said he should take a few large steamed buns with him, and he tucked the buns into his waistband and left.

过年我家杀猪的时候,冯歪嘴子还到我家里来帮忙的,帮著刮猪毛。到了晚上他吃了饭,喝了酒之后,临回去的时候,祖父说,让他带了几个大馒头去,他把馒头挟在腰里就走了。

People all teased Feng Waizuizi, saying:

人们都取笑著冯歪嘴子,说:

。」"Feng Waizuizi has got himself a young master now."

「冯歪嘴子有了大少爷了。」

Feng Waizuizi usually did small jobs for our family — grinding half a dou of beans to make bean curd, or grinding two dou of fine glutinous red millet to make sticky cakes — and my grandfather would always invite him to come eat at our house.Right there at the dinner table, in front of everyone, the old cook would say:

冯歪嘴子平常给我家做一点小事,磨半斗豆子做小豆腐,或是推二斗上好的红黏谷,做黏糕吃,祖父都是招呼他到我家里来吃饭的。就在饭桌上,当著众人,老厨子就说:

……」"Feng Waizuizi, eat two fewer buns, why don't you, and save them to take to the young master..."

「冯歪嘴子少吃两个馒头吧,留著馒头带给大少爷去吧……」

Hearing this, Feng Waizuizi felt no embarrassment at all, nor did he take it as mockery; he said very solemnly:

冯歪嘴子听了也并不难为情,也不觉得这是嘲笑他的话,他很庄严的说:

。」"He has food at home, he has food at home."

「他在家里有吃的,他在家里有吃的。」

When the meal was finished, my grandfather said:

等吃完了,祖父说:

!」"Better take a few along after all!"

「还是带上几个吧!」

Feng Waizuizi picked up a few buns — but where to put them?Put them in his waistband — the buns were too hot.Put them in his sleeve — he was afraid they'd fall out.

冯歪嘴子拿起几个馒头来,往那儿放呢?放在腰里,馒头太热。放在袖筒里怕掉了。

So the old cook said:

于是老厨子说:

!」"Put them in the hood of your cap!"

「你放在帽兜子里啊!」

So Feng Waizuizi carried the buns home in the hood of his cap.

于是冯歪嘴子用帽兜著馒头回家去了。

西Whenever a neighboring family, east or west, held a wedding or funeral feast, if Feng Waizuizi happened to be at the table, as soon as the meatballs were brought out, someone would say:

东邻西舍谁家若是办了红白喜事,冯歪嘴子若也在席上的话,肉丸子一上来,别人就说:

?」"Feng Waizuizi, you mustn't eat these meatballs — you've got a young master at home, haven't you?"

「冯歪嘴子,这肉丸子你不能吃,你家里有大少爷的是不是?」

And so saying, people would pick out with their chopsticks the two meatballs that were Feng Waizuizi's rightful share, and set them on the small dish beside him.When braised pork came, the same was done; when a dish of dried fruits and nuts came, the same was done.

于是人们说著,就把冯歪嘴子应得的那一分的两个肉丸子,用筷子夹出来,放在冯歪嘴子旁边的小碟里。来了红烧肉,也是这么照办,来了干果碟,也是这么照办。

Feng Waizuizi felt not the slightest shame at this; when the feast broke up, he would wrap the food in a cloth, carry it home, and give it to his son to eat.

冯歪嘴子一点也感不到羞耻,等席散之后,用手巾包著,带回家来,给他的儿子吃了。

His son was just like any ordinary child — cutting teeth at seven months, crawling at eight months, walking at a year, running by two years.

他的儿子也和普通的小孩一样,七个月出牙,八个月会爬,一年会走,两年会跑了。

穿In summer, that child, wearing nothing at all on his body except a flowered belly-band, would catch little toads in the puddle in front of the door.His mother sat in front of the door embroidering flowered belly-bands for him.

夏天,那孩子浑身不穿衣裳,只带著一个花兜肚,在门前的水坑里捉小蛤蟆。他的母亲坐在门前给他绣著花兜肚子。

His father, in the mill, beat the wooden clapper, watching over the little donkey as it turned the millstone.

他的父亲在磨房打著梆子,看管著小驴拉著磨。

After another two or three years had passed, Feng Waizuizi's second child was about to be born.Feng Waizuizi was overjoyed beyond measure, his mouth unable to close for smiling.

又过了两三年,冯歪嘴子的第二个孩子又要出生了。冯歪嘴子欢喜得不得了,嘴都闭不上了。

Out and about, someone would ask him:

在外边,有人问他:

?」"Feng Waizuizi, going to get another son, are you?"

「冯歪嘴子又要得儿子了?」

He would just go, heh heh heh.He deliberately kept himself calm.

他呵呵呵。他故意的平静著自己。

At home, the moment he saw his woman carrying a large basin, he would say:

他在家里边,他一看见他的女人端一个大盆,他就说:

!」"What are you doing that for — wouldn't it be better to let me carry it!"

「你这是干什么,你让我来拿不好么!」

When he saw his woman carrying a bundle of firewood, he would likewise stop her, saying:

他看见他的女人抱一捆柴火,他也这样阻止著她:

!」"Wouldn't it be better to let me carry it!"

「你让我来拿不好么!」

But that Big Sister Wang grew thinner day by day, paler day by day; her eyes seemed to grow larger, and her nose seemed to grow sharper too.Feng Waizuizi said that afterward, if she ate a few more eggs and rested up properly, her health would recover.

可是那王大姐,却一天比一天瘦,一天比一天苍白,她的眼睛更大了,她的鼻子也更尖了似的。冯歪嘴子说,过后多吃几个鸡蛋,好好养养就身子好起来了。

His household was a happy one — Feng Waizuizi hung a curtain up on the window.This piece of white cloth had just been bought new from a shop.For three or five years, Feng Waizuizi's window had never had a curtain hung on it — this was the first time.

他家是快乐的,冯歪嘴子把窗子上挂了一张窗帘。这张白布是新从铺子里买来的。冯歪嘴子的窗子,三五年也没有挂过帘子,这是第一次。

Feng Waizuizi bought two catties of new cotton, bought several feet of flowered foreign cloth, bought twenty or thirty fine eggs.

冯歪嘴子买了二斤新棉花,买了好几尺花洋布,买了二三十个上好的鸡蛋。

Feng Waizuizi still turned the millstone as usual, while Big Sister Wang cut and sewed the flowered foreign cloth into little garments.

冯歪嘴子还是照旧的拉磨,王大姐就剪裁著花洋布做成小小的衣裳。

The twenty or thirty eggs were put in a small basket and hung from the second beam.Every time the door or window was opened, that little basket would sway to and fro up there.

二三十个鸡蛋,用小筐装著,挂在二梁上。每一开门开窗的,那小筐就在高处游荡著。

,「。」When an egg-seller came by the door with his carrying-pole, Feng Waizuizi would say, "Your health isn't good — I think you ought to eat a few more eggs."

门口来一担挑卖鸡蛋的,冯歪嘴子就说,「你身子不好,我看还应该多吃几个鸡蛋。」

Every time, Feng Waizuizi wanted to buy a few more, but was always stopped by the child's mother. Feng Waizuizi said:

冯歪嘴子每次都想再买一些,但都被孩子的母亲阻止了,冯歪嘴子说:

"Ever since you gave birth to this child, your body still hasn't recovered.What does it matter if you eat a few more eggs!。」I'll just sell a few more catties of sticky cake and we'll have the money."

「你从生了这小孩以来,身子就一直没养过来。多吃几个鸡蛋算什么呢!我多卖几斤黏糕就有了。」

Whenever my grandfather went over to his house for a visit,Feng Waizuizi would tell my grandfather this whole story.He said:

祖父一到他家里去串门。冯歪嘴子就把这一套话告诉了祖父。他说:

"That person is so thrifty — in running the household she won't even burn one extra stick of firewood.Even about to give birth, she won't consent to eat even one extra egg.……」Just you watch, we'll prosper in the future..."

「那个人才俭省呢,过日子连一根柴草也不肯多烧。要生小孩子,多吃一个鸡蛋也不肯。看著吧,将来会发家的……」

When Feng Waizuizi finished speaking, he looked very pleased with himself.

冯歪嘴子说完了,是很得意的。

Once the seventh month had passed, the crows came in the eighth month.

七月一过去,八月乌鸦就来了。

Actually the crows had already come in the seventh month, only not in such numbers as in the eighth.

其实乌鸦七月里已经来了,不过没有八月那样多就是了。

The evening clouds of the seventh month, red as fire, took on the strangest shapes — tigers, great lions, horses' heads, packs of dogs.But once the eighth month came, all these clouds vanished.滿滿滿滿That sky full of glowing red, that sky full of golden yellow, that sky full of deep purple, that sky full of cinnabar-colored clouds — all of them vanished together; whether morning or dusk, the sky no longer held them, they could no longer be seen at all.

七月的晚霞,红得像火似的,奇奇怪怪的,老虎、大狮子、马头、狗群。这一些云彩,一到了八月,就都没有。那满天红洞洞的,那满天金黄的,满天绛紫的,满天朱砂色的云彩,一齐都没有了,无论早晨或黄昏,天空就再也没有它们了,就再也看不见它们了。

The sky of the eighth month was utterly quiet, bare of even a single thread.The black clouds of the sixth month, the red clouds of the seventh — all were gone.Once the eighth month arrived, there was no more rain, no more wind.By day there was only the golden sun, by night only the snow-white moon.

八月的天空是静悄悄的,一丝不挂。六月的黑云,七月的红云,都没有了。一进了八月雨也没有了,风也没有了。白天就是黄金的太阳,夜里就是雪白的月亮。

穿The weather had turned somewhat cold, and people all put on their lined jackets.

天气有些寒了,人们都穿起夹衣来。

After the evening meal, there was no longer anyone out enjoying the cool evening air.The courtyard seemed a great deal more desolate and lonely.

晚饭之后,乘凉的人没有了。院子里显得冷清寂寞了许多。

The chickens and ducks had gone up to roost, the pigs had gone into their pen, the dogs into their kennels.The wormwood grass in the courtyard, since there was no wind, stood all perfectly still; and since there were no clouds, the great Pleiades star, once it came out, shone as bright as a little lamp.

鸡鸭都上架去了,猪也进了猪栏,狗也进了狗窝。院子里的蒿草,因为没有风,就都一动不动的站著,因为没有云,大昴星一出来就亮得和一盏小灯似的了。

On just such a night, Feng Waizuizi's woman died.The next morning, just as the crows were passing over, Feng Waizuizi's woman was carried out for burial.

在这样的一个夜里,冯歪嘴子的女人死了。第二天早晨,正遇著乌鸦的时候,就给冯歪嘴子的女人送殡了。

The crows only flew over at dusk, or at dawn.No one knew where these crows came from, or where they flew to, but this huge flock, blotting out sky and rooftops, screeching and cawing, came from afar like a great mass of black cloud, arrived overhead, and before long had passed on again.Where they finally went to, perhaps the grown-ups knew — the children didn't know, and I didn't know either.

乌鸦是黄昏的时候,或黎明的时候才飞过。不知道这乌鸦从什么地方来,飞到什么地方去,但这一大群遮天蔽瓦的,吵著叫著,好像一大片黑云似的从远处来了,来到头上,不一会又过去了。终究过到什么地方去,也许大人知道,孩子们是不知道的,我也不知道。

I heard that those crows went over to the willow grove on the south bank of the Hulan River, but as to what they would go do in that willow grove, I didn't quite believe it.Still, that willow grove, shrouded in murky, foul-looking mist, who knew what was in there, or perhaps beyond that willow grove, on the far side of it, there was something else again.Standing on this side of the Hulan River, one could only see that murky mist, and over the willow grove several li away, white, large birds flying; beyond those white large birds, what else there might be was simply unknowable.

听说那些乌鸦就过到呼兰河南岸那柳条林里去的,过到那柳条林里去做什么,所以我不大相信。不过那柳条林,乌烟瘴气的,不知那里有些什么,或者是过了那柳条林,柳条林的那边更是些个什么。站在呼兰河的这边,只见那乌烟瘴气的,有好几里路远的柳条林上,飞著白白的大鸟,除了那白白的大鸟之外,究竟还有什么,那就不得而知了。

It's said the crows just flew over that way; what became of them once they got there, and from there where exactly they flew off to, this people did not really know.

据说乌鸦就往那边过,乌鸦过到那边又怎样,又从那边究竟飞到什么地方去,这个人们不大知道了。

Feng Waizuizi's woman had died in childbirth; according to legend, when a woman dies this way, the great temples will not take her in, the small temples will not keep her, and she is bound to become a wandering ghost.

冯歪嘴子的女人是产后死的,传说上这样的女人死了,大庙不收,小庙不留,是将要成为游魂的。

I wanted to go to the thatched shed to look, but my grandfather would not let me go and look.

我要到草棚子去看,祖父不让我去看。

I waited at the front gate.

我在大门口等著。

I saw Feng Waizuizi's son, carrying the spirit-banner, seeing his mother off.

我看见了冯歪嘴子的儿子,打著灵头幡送他的母亲。

The spirit-banner went in front, the coffin behind, and Feng Waizuizi was at the very front, leading the way, walking off toward the East Great Bridge.

灵头幡在前,棺材在后,冯歪嘴子在最前边,他在最前边领著路向东大桥那边走去了。

That spirit-banner was cut from white paper, cut into a netlike mesh, cut into little gourd-and-pepper-seed shapes, cut into a good many light, fluttering tassels, hoisted on a pole and carried on the child's shoulder.

那灵头幡是用白纸剪的,剪成络络网,剪成葫椒眼,剪成不少的轻飘飘的繐子,用一根杆子挑著,扛在那孩子的肩上。

使The child neither cried nor showed any expression at all — only it seemed as though he could hardly bear the weight of that spirit-banner, as if carrying it were a great strain on him.

那孩子也不哭,也不表示什么,只好像他扛不动那灵头幡,使他扛得非常吃力似的。

He walked farther and farther away toward the east.I watched from outside the gate, watching all the while as he walked across the East Great Bridge, until he was almost out of sight — and still I stood there watching.

他往东边越走越远了。我在大门外看著,一直看著他走过了东大桥,几乎是看不见了,我还在那里看著。

Overhead the crows cawed and cawed.

乌鸦在头上呱呱的叫著。

One flock passed, then another, and by the time we had returned home, those crows were still cawing away in the sky.

过了一群,又一群,等我们回到了家里,那乌鸦还在天空里叫著。

Once Feng Waizuizi's wife died, everyone felt that this time Feng Waizuizi was truly finished.She left behind two children, one four or five years old, the other just born.

冯歪嘴子的女人一死,大家觉得这回冯歪嘴子算完了。扔下了两个孩子,一个四五岁,一个刚生下来。

Just watch, see what on earth he could do!

看吧,看他可怎样办!

The old cook said:

老厨子说:

。」"Watch and see the fun—Feng Waizuizi will be drinking again, and sitting on the millstone crying again."

「看热闹吧,冯歪嘴子又该喝酒了,又该坐在磨盘上哭了。」

西The neighbors on all sides also said that this time Feng Waizuizi was bound to be finished.Those who loved a spectacle were all getting ready to watch Feng Waizuizi's misfortune play out.

东家西舍的也都说冯歪嘴子这回可非完不可了。那些好看热闹的人,都在准备著看冯歪嘴子的热闹。

穿But Feng Waizuizi himself was not as despairing as he appeared in the onlookers' eyes; it was as if he still had firm confidence in living on—far from feeling that despair had already pierced right through him.Because when he looked at his two children, he grew calm instead.He felt that in this world, he was bound to put down roots.He had to grow firm and strong.Regardless of whether he himself had the ability to do so, he saw that everyone else did the same, and he felt that he too ought to do it.

可是冯歪嘴子自己,并不像旁观者眼中的那样的绝望,好像他活著还很有把握的样子似的,他不但没有感到绝望已经洞穿了他。因为他看见了他的两个孩子,他反而镇定下来。他觉得在这世界上,他一定要生根的。要长得牢牢的。他不管他自己有这分能力没有,他看看别人也都是这样做的,他觉得他也应该这样做。

So he went on living in the world as usual, carrying his share of responsibility as usual.

于是他照常的活在世界上,他照常的负著他那分责任。

調So he set to feeding his newborn child with his own hands—he fed him with chopsticks, and when he wouldn't eat, he fed him with a spoon.

于是他自己动手喂他那刚出生的孩子,他用筷子喂他,他不吃,他用调匙喂他。

Feeding the little one, minding the older one, when he had to carry water, he carried water, when he had to turn the millstone, he turned the millstone.

喂著小的,带著大的,他该担水,担水,该拉磨,拉磨。

In the morning as soon as he got up and opened the door, when he saw a neighbor going to the well to fetch water, he would always call out:

早晨一起来,一开门,看见邻人到井口去打水的时候,他总说一声:

!」"Off to fetch water, are you!"

「去挑水吗!」

If he happened to meet the tofu seller, he would likewise call out:

若遇见了卖豆腐的,他也说一声:

!」"Tofu out of the pot so early!"

「豆腐这么早出锅啦!」

He had no idea that people in this world all looked at him with eyes of despair; he had no idea what a difficult plight he was already in.He did not know that he himself was already finished.He had never thought about it.

他在这世界上他不知道人们都用绝望的眼光来看他,他不知道他已经处在了怎样的一种艰难的境地。他不知道他自己已经完了。他没有想过。

滿滿Though he too knew sorrow, though his eyes were often brimming with tears, the moment he saw his elder son able to lead the little donkey to drink water, those tear-filled eyes would break at once into laughter.

他虽然也有悲哀,他虽然也常常满满含著眼泪,但是他一看见他的大儿子会拉著小驴饮水了,他就立刻把那含著眼泪的眼睛笑了起来。

He would say:

他说:

。」"Slowly but surely he's becoming useful."

As for his little son, day after day he fed him, and the more he fed him, the bigger the child's eyes grew, while his arms and legs grew ever thinner.

他的小儿子,一天一天的喂著,越喂眼睛越大,胳臂,腿,越来越瘦。

In other people's eyes, this child was bound to die.Yet the child never died, and everyone found it astonishing.

在别人的眼里,这孩子非死不可。这孩子一直不死,大家都觉得惊奇。

In the end people were simply mystified; at the fact that Feng Waizuizi's child would not die, others even felt a kind of dread, wondering—could this really be possible?Could such a thing rightly exist in this world?

到后来大家简直都莫名其妙了,对于冯歪嘴子的这孩子的不死,别人都起了恐惧的心理,觉得,这是可能的吗?这是世界上应该有的吗?

But Feng Waizuizi, the moment he had a rest, would hold his child in his arms.When the weather turned too cold, he would build up a fire to warm him by.The instant the child's mouth curved into a smile, it was truly an unsightly sight, for it looked at once like laughing and like crying.In truth it was neither quite a laugh nor quite a cry, but a kind of grimace somewhere between the two.

但是冯歪嘴子,一休息下来就抱著他的孩子。天太冷了,他就烘了一堆火给他烤著。那孩子刚一咧嘴笑,那笑得才难看呢,因为又像笑,又像哭。其实又不像笑,又不像哭,而是介乎两者之间的那么一咧嘴。

But Feng Waizuizi was overjoyed beyond measure.

但是冯歪嘴子却欢得不得了了。

He would say:

他说:

西。」"This little thing can charm people now."

「这小东西会哄人了。」

Or:

西。」"This little thing understands things now."

「这小东西懂人事了。」

Not until the child was seven or eight months old could he clap his little hands, whereas other families' children, by seven or eight months, could already crawl, could sit up, and were starting to learn to talk.Feng Waizuizi's child could do none of this—he could only clap his hands, and nothing else.

那孩子到了七八个月才会拍一拍掌,其实别人家的孩子到七八个月,都会爬了,会坐著了,要学著说话了。冯歪嘴子的孩子都不会,只会拍一拍掌,别的都不会。

Whenever Feng Waizuizi saw his child clapping, his brows would lift and his eyes would light up with joy.

冯歪嘴子一看见他的孩子拍掌,他就眉开眼笑的。

He would say:

他说:

。」"This child is growing up right before my eyes."

「这孩子眼看著就大了。」

In other people's eyes, though, the child had not grown bigger at all—if anything he seemed to grow smaller with each passing day.For the thinner he became, the bigger his eyes grew;one saw only the eyes growing bigger, never the body growing bigger, so that it looked as if the child had never grown at all.The child seemed made of clay rather than flesh—two months later he was exactly the same as two months before.使If one had seen the child two months before and saw him again two months later, it would never come as a surprise—time passes quickly, and though grown-ups do not visibly age, children change day by day.

那孩子在别人的眼睛里看来,并没有大,似乎一天更比一天小似的。因为越瘦那孩子的眼睛就越大;只见眼睛大,不见身子大,看起来好像那孩子始终也没有长一般地。那孩子好像是泥做的,而不是孩子了,两个月之后,和两个月之前,完全一样。两个月之前看见过那孩子,两个月之后再看见,也绝不会使人惊讶,时间是快的,大人虽不见老,孩子却一天一天的不同。

But looking at Feng Waizuizi's son would never give one any sense of time passing at all.Grown-ups always like to touch the passage of time through the growth of a child.滿But Feng Waizuizi's son could not give anyone that satisfaction.Because if you had seen him that size two months before, you would see him just that same size two months after—one might as well go and look at the cucumbers in the back garden instead: sown in the third month, they send out vines in the fourth month, blossom in the fifth month, and by the end of the fifth month there are full-grown cucumbers to eat.

看了冯歪嘴子的儿子,绝不会给人以时间上的观感。大人总喜欢在孩子的身上去触到时间。但是冯歪嘴子的儿子是不能给人这个满足的。因为两个月前看见过他那么大,两个月后看见他还是那么大,还不如去看后花园里的黄瓜,那黄瓜三月里下种,四月里爬蔓,五月里开花,五月末就吃大黄瓜。

But Feng Waizuizi did not see it that way at all—to him, his child grew bigger with every passing day.

但是冯歪嘴子却不这样的看法,他看他的孩子是一天比一天大。

The elder child could now lead the little donkey to the well to drink water.The younger one could laugh now, could clap his hands, could shake his head.西If you gave him something to eat, he would reach out his hand to take it.And his little teeth had come in too.

大的孩子会拉著小驴到井边上去饮水了。小的会笑了,会拍手了,会摇头了。给他东西吃,他会伸手来拿。而且小牙也长出来了。

With just the faintest curve of a smile, those little white teeth would show.

微微的一咧嘴笑,那小白牙就露出来了。

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What it’s about

Feng the Miller follows a poor worker whose unexpected happiness briefly unsettles the courtyard's settled belief that misery is his proper condition. 馮歪嘴子 works at the mill and lives in a rough room nearby. When it becomes clear that he and 王大姑娘 have formed a household and had a child, neighbours treat the relationship as scandal and comedy, partly because neither poverty nor physical plainness fits their idea of romance. Their curiosity turns the family's private life into public property, yet the couple's shared food, labour and tenderness create one of the novel's few images of chosen companionship.

After 王大姑娘 dies giving birth to their second child, onlookers confidently predict that Feng will collapse and that both children will soon die. He grieves, but he also feeds the infant, tends the older boy and continues working. His persistence provides no miraculous escape from deprivation; it simply contradicts the spectators who understand poor people only as material for a tragic story. Seasonal life moves on around the mill, and the family remains precarious. By ending with survival rather than rescue, Xiao Hong gives Feng a dignity grounded in ordinary care. The chapter answers the communal cruelty seen earlier with a modest counterforce: human attachment cannot repair Hulan's social order, but it can keep someone alive inside it.

When it was written 背景

The seventh chapter brings the novel's sequence of courtyard lives to its quietest conclusion. Like the portraits before it, it was composed in Hong Kong in 1940 from northeastern memories, but its emphasis on endurance resists reading Tales of Hulan River as unbroken fatalism. Feng is neither a revolutionary hero nor a sentimentalized peasant. His achievement is the daily work of caring for children after grief, performed while neighbours wait for failure. The prose is comparatively accessible because actions involving milling, cooking, birth and childcare recur around a small cast. Keep track of what observers predict and what Feng actually does; the gap between those two lines supplies the chapter's argument and much of its restrained hope.

Words in this chapter 生词